Thursday, May 27, 2010

Rhi is a lost little girl.

So the last few months have been a whirlwind of emotions and feelings, things seem so great and then everything comes crashing down around me. I dont even know who i am anymore, i know im definately not a better person then i was before.

So much has happened since my last post and i cant even begin to explain all the shit that has been going on.

Well im no longer in the 40's, im actually weighing in at 52kg, which is amzing considering all the bingeing and drinking im been doing in the last 2 months...

For the last two days i have managed to be good, staying under 1000 calories, working out...i dont think i need to lose weight anymore, but i need to regain control.

Today I ate

  • 1 wholemeal crumpet wit 12g jam
  • small banana
  • a can of tuna ( only ate a lil bit tho)
  • a Biggest loser shake
  • and minestrone soup

That totals to around 550 i think...

Im on close tonight so i'll probably have watevs the fam has made me for dinner so i should come in under 1000 or just a lil over.

I'll post a photo 2moz, im not huge but im frumpy which is the worst.


1 comment:

  1. Aw darling :( Im sort of feeling exactly the same.. just a lil bit 'blah' lol theres not really a better word for it..
    I havent checked blogger in a lil while, was glad to see you'd posted, i need to message you more!!