coz most days my dreams seem like a much better fucking reality, im thinner, prettier, things move much slower i am not plagued by how i feel on a daily basis when im alseep.
Of course there are the nites where i have the weird dreams like when a chick locked me on top of a sky scaper and preceded to throw away all the food i would try to eat and left me there to starve and die. But most days my dreams are happier and more positive then life now days.
The last two days have been meh, not terrible but not bad...the cold weather isn't helping either.
So i joined a site tonight that allows you to ask me questions and such without revealing who you are...looked like fun so i thought why not lol... http://www.formspring.me/Rhianna91.
I may head out tonight sober and try and burn some cals...Hope Daniel isn't out.
I've been kinda worrying alot lately that i may have fallen pregnant, like me and daniel had one nite but we had sex four times and all without a condom, which is stupid.
Told you im not the same person i was before.