So today i weighed in at 48kg so 106 lbs.
Life is ok i guess, just been living on a diet of coffee and ciggerettes, i swear its making living harder.
This time im scared, its not like the other times before, its not that i shouldn't eat, but i cant.
Had an anxiety attack at work yesterday over a few mouthfuls of soup, after i calmed down i threw it away and went and had a smoke instead.
I think the coffee plays a big part in my anxiety tho.
Anyway here are some photos of me at 48kg. I think from here on in it will be a slow decline, but it will be a decline no less.