So...

Fasted friday and yesterday, drank a bit of alcohol yesterday tho coz i went to a new found glory concert in sydney...but other then that no extra cals.

New found was amazing!! Definately best concert i've eva been to, and they can actually sing awesome live and sound like they do on their records uno. Gettin home at 6 am was a killer tho, ended up crashing at the 'my ex's sisters house, love those girls =)

broke my fast today wit a frozen yoghurt...probably have a baked dinner with the fam tonight also coz im startin to look a little gaunt for me ( alot of people said so last night =$) so im gonna have to or questions will be asked.

Start back at work this week, so keepin in control will be easier coz i wont be sitting at home most of the day bored, plan for 2moz is to get up eat a good breakfast go for a run...then try and minimise the cals from there on.

Weigh in is tuesday, hopefully i'll keep this up by then.

Hope u all had an awesome and safe w/e =)

xoxo

The w/e...

Easter has been alright so far i guess, been sick with the flu since last nite tho which is really sucky, but i cant eat much without feeling sick so i may just feel abit skinnier ova the w/e...

So went to a party on thursday nite and got trashed, drank a whole bottle of southern comfort by myself ( probably why my immune system is shit atm) but i met another boy named Dan =) he was very nice, shame he has a gf, i know what i did was wrong, but i dont regret it at all, feel sorry for his girl tho. There was a huge fight at this party, ruined everyones nite, my mate walked into the bedroom while dan and i were hooking up and completly ovareacted so i lost a mate that nite which sucked but he's an arrogant prick so watevs, he cant get be mad at me for this coz he had a similiar situation wit my friend last yr.

last nite had a party here which i bailed on, left everyone in my backyard and went to bed sober at 11...thats when i started gettin sick lol...

Food has been ok the last few days...just too much alcohol i think.

Hope everyone had a safe and happy w/e =)

xoxo

Finally home and back on blogger!!

So i moved back on sunday and all is well.

Was a pretty easy 10 hr dr back, i think i may have got done for speeding tho, but my awesome mother said she'll take the fall for it =)

So i intended for this post to be a Vlog but my bro lost the cord that connects the camera to the computer so i'll have to buy a new one, so i'll post the video i did last nite next week. You'll also notice i deleted my previous posts...trying to make a new start so i figured why not.

Things are pretty good atm, i weighed on tuesday was 50.7kg...pretty awesome considering all the bingeing i did in brisbane. Not gonna weigh in again till next tuesday.

My goal atm is to get back down to 50 by then, then slowly go down 0.5 kg a week or so.

So BIG news! I met Sarah from Is this what u call perfect? blog, she is totally gorgeous in person and no matter what she says she is fucking tiny! Super jealous of that girl, she is freaking beautiful . But honestly is was so nice to meet someone from this community =)

Ended up drinking last nite, so im not gonna make sure i eat 1000 calories today like i usually do, just gonna drink lots of water, walk the dog ( too hungova to work out, plus my body is still aching from the 9 kms i ran yesterday), and eat when i really need to, already had 2 rice cakes wit vegimite, gonna have some fruit later and we're having salad for dinner so yea...

Met a nice boy last nite, shame i dont feel anything for him tho...uno how you just know, i dont feel it. still gonna give him a chance tho.

Last nite on the drive home my best friend L who has had an eating disorder for 5 of the 7 years we've been friends, started coughing up blood, it was so scary coz i didn't know wat to do and she wouldn't let us take her to the hospital...so seems ok now, but that is one of the reasons i could never set myself on becoming that extreme, i wanna be here in 10 years not in the ground.

Heres a photo of me lucy and the nice boy who for whateva reason likes me. enjoy, i'll take it down sat.

Well im gonna go catch up on some of ur posts =)

xx